Ronnie Benson. 24. October 31. Killer song writer with badass vocals. Little bit of a shy guy but feel free to hit me up. Lead singer of Ghostly Images. Black Diamond Records.
Taken by: Cherry Darling. 12/18/13
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Dear my beloved Cherry,
It seems like only yesterday we were laughing and messing around in the comfort of our own home getting ready for our flight to Maui. Only yesterday that we argued and I went to bed angry… And then some short time after midnight hit, I was awoken by loud knocks at the door and the dogs barking and howling. I didn’t want to wake you so I kissed your forehead and let you sleep. If someone was trying to rob us, I wanted to protect you. That’s when everything changed. Everything was bad. They pulled me by my hair and put a potato sack over my head. I’m sure the dogs escaped, but they can fend for themselves. They shoved me in the back of an Army Militia truck and drove away without another word. I regret it. I regret going to bed angry. We should’ve gone to bed happy. Gone to bed snuggled up to each other. Ignore the tears that mark the page… You probably won’t even see this anyway. Because it’ll be torn to shreds or something like that.
I just need to know that you’re safe. That you’re still alive… That you’re somewhere where you’re going to survive. I’m not sure if I have a chance at survival… I mean, we say one wrong thing or refuse to do something and we get shot… I’m not sure how many people I can watch getting shot in the head. It’s unethical how many people I’ve watched being killed. And I’m not talking about zombies either…
If and when we get out of this alive, I promise you, that we’ll do everything. Everything we want to do. I’m trying to stay alive for you baby. For our future. I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t scared. I’m fucking terrified. Here come the tears again. I shouldn’t be crying. I need to stay strong, but like Emily said, we’ve just been dumped here like ducks ready and waiting to be killed.
If this ever reaches you and I don’t, I want you to know, that I will always love you. I will always cherish our time together. Every day together is a day well spent. You are my soul mate and if I never see your face again, I want you to be strong and when you’re ready, move on. I’d be happy to see you happy.
I love you, Cherry Darling.
Forever and always,
It is, but you’re right. We need to keep focus and keep together. We won’t get anything done if we’re running around like chickens with our heads cut off.
I’ve always liked that expression. ‘running around like chickens with our heads cut off.’ Still makes me laugh even in the worst of times.
I’ve never been a glass half full person, but in a situation like this, I need to be.
I don’t think I have it in me to change my mindset like that. Not when something this bad is happening. I keep thinking it’s not real.
Well it is real and we have to adapt to survive.